New Zealand Decisions

So this morning I was fully suited up a for an interview with Brent Lewis the headteachers of Avondale College back in New Zealand.
I’m honestly torn over whether to return to NZ or not. I love travelling and the UK but don’t know where my life is heading. I miss people back home but do I really miss them or do I miss the idea of them.
There’s the outdoor lifestyle that’s missing but I can get away from London so easily, maybe I just need to get away from London.